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Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Psalm 145:18

The Lord is near all who call out to Him, all who call out to Him with integrity. Psalm 145:18

I just read a devotion titled "What I Couldn't See.  Psalm 145:18 is the verse that was just under the title.  I began to read the story that went along with it and felt like I was reading my own words, in a sense. 
Have you ever had something that you were praying about, and had been praying about it so long that you often wondered, "God are you really there?  Are you really listening?" 
I have.  I have a few prayers that I have found myself asking, "God are you listening?  I need answers, I need intervention from you!!"  Its almost as if I was shouting and could hear it even though I knew I was just sitting there thinking it. 

Here's the thing though....Yes, God is listening, and yes, he hears us.  We don't have to scream or shout for Him to hear us.  He hears us whether we speak a word or not. He KNOWS before we even speak, what we are feeling and thinking. 

Timing.  God answers our prayers in His time, not ours.  I have something I've been praying about for someone for YEARS.  And I still find myself struggling with wanting to ask, "God aren't you listening to me?  Don't you HEAR me?  Can't you see that I have this request that I've been talking to you about for so long?"
And essentially, the answer is YES--He knows.  He hears me.  And for whatever reason, apparently, its just not time yet. 

I have prayed  for my son as well, as far as his attitude about many things.  I know, he's almost 15--he's a typical teenage boy.  He was diagnosed at age 2 with diabetes.  Wouldn't you have an attitude if you were him?  I know he gets frustrated and just sick and tired of dealing with the diabetes.  But there's nothing more he/we can do with it, than we already do.  Its a life long illness and this side of heaven, there is no cure. 
Therefore, he's gotta realize that God is his co-pilot in this life.  This world is not our home, thank God! 
I've prayed and prayed and prayed..and will always pray, that my son will seek the Lord in life's journey--with or without diabetes. 

I've asked for prayer for him in Sunday School; from friends; from other relatives.  And I can see it.  I can see little changes here and there.  And I can see Satan at work hard in those times as well.  Things can be going smooth and great and then BOOM------MAJOR increase in attitude.  And just like everything else, its my prayers that help get me through. 
Because even when I don't always see everything clearly, or when I don't think God is listening, that the reality is--He's always there and He's always listening.  He's always near me. 

Sunday, November 13, 2011

What is WOF?

How many of you have seen the letters WOF in the last few days?  What do those letters mean?  Just what do they stand for?  Well, I'll tell you.  They stand for WOMEN OF FAITH. Women of Faith is a faith-based women's organization encouraging women of all ages and stages in life to grow in faith and spiritual maturity through a relationship with Jesus Christ and an understanding of God’s love and grace.

This is the first year since the conferences started, 16 years ago, that I've been able to attend.  And I hope that its not only the first, but the first of MANY that I am able to attend.   I saw the posters talking about it at church WEEKS ago and I wanted to go as soon as I saw the line up.  I was all set to sign up to go and it turned out that I was not going to be able to swing going.  I just couldn't do it financially b/c some various things came up.  Seems like that always happens to me.  I was very disappointed, but didn't dwell on it too long.  And then a couple of weeks ago, while I was taking a lunch break at work, I found out that I had been given the chance to go anyway.  That was a pure gift from the Lord!  In fact, I told my husband and my parents that "God knows I NEED to go, and He's provided the way."

I was so excited about going.  I'd heard several girls talking about Patsy Clairmont in the past and what an amazing and hilarious woman she was.  OMG--I have not laughed quite so hard in so long.  Thank you Jesus for the gift of laughter.  I've heard its one of the best medicines there is.   She has over come so much in her life, emotionally and its because of her faith in Christ.  As I listened to her speak this weekend, there were several times that I thought to myself, "Im not alone.  There really ARE people who understand." 
Anxiety and depression--they are very real.  They are not just made up.  They are not issues that can just be turned off with a switch.  They can be very very serious.  I know--I've dealt with both, and still do to some extent.  One comment she made this weekend was in regards to taking medication for it.  She basically stated, that if you have to take medication to help you deal with these kinds of issues, and to help you get through your day, then do it!  And dont let ANYONE make you feel badly for it--afterall, the good Lord is the one who gave someone else the ability and brains to become doctors to treat illness and diseases.

Brenda Warner:  Talk about an awesome testimony.  I was in awe of her as I listened to her. She gave her life to Christ when she was 12.  She joined the Marine's when she was 18.   She got married and had a baby boy.  His name was Zack.   When Zack was 3 1/2 months old, he had accidentally slipped from his birth father's hands and landed on his head in the bathtub. Brenda and her husband were told that the baby had suffered traumatic brain injuries and probably would not live through the night. And if Zack did live, Brenda was told, her son would be profoundly brain-damaged and most likely unable to live anything resembling a normal life.  The little boy did live. And although his brain had been badly damaged--he is nearly blind and his motor skills are minimal--Zack is also a happy and loved child. 
She said one day her mamma was trying to get her to get out of the house.  She'd been avoiding it basically.  She shared with us that, "I decided to tell God what it was that I wanted.  After all, isn't that what we all do?"  All of us women at the conference just laughed.  She went on to tell the rest of the story with how she met her husband, NFL's own Kurt Warner.   She met him one night and the very next day he showed up on her doorstep.  He wanted to meet her kids.  And that was it.  Their love story goes on from there.  He loved her kids immediately.   She said it gain:  "He loved and cared about my kids."  Her story didn't stop with Kurt.  She lost her parents to a tornado that destroyed their home.  She was only 25 when that happened.  She spoke about the phone call she recieved from her sister, letting her know about her folks.  She went through SO much between the ages of 18-25--how can you not be in awe of someone's faith through so much?   She never gave up.  She never lost her faith in the Lord.  Brenda and Kurt have 7 kids.  And the Lord continues to bless them each and every day. 

Lisa Welchel:  LOVE her!!  Loved the fact that she brought clips from The Facts Of Life with her to share with all of us at the conference.  I've always thought she was SO pretty!!  I kept thinking the entire weekend, 'wow, its Blair!!'   However, it was not Blair Warner....it was Lisa Welchel.   She became a Christian when she was 10.  She knew that how easy it is and can be to go down the wrong path in life like many do, but she chose to go down the path  that followed the Lord.  I don't know about anyone else, but when I was a kid, I never really thought about 'people on tv' being Christians.  It was humbling to me to watch her yesterday as we sang and praised our Heavenly Father.  It was cool to sit and listen to her speak of her faith.  She spoke about prayer, the importance of friendships and the power of prayer.

Sandy Patty:  What I knew about her, was that my mother and sister have always loved to listen to her music.  I knew she had an amazing singing voice, but I have never gotten to hear it in person until this weekend.  She wanted to work at Disney Land, singing and dancing.  She auditioned when she was 18.  She got out there, sung her heart out and noticed that one of the judges dog-eared her papers.  She said she thought to herself, that had to be a good sign.  They told her they'd be calling to let her know something.  She waited, and waited and waited.  She finally decided to call and see what was going on.  They told her they loved her voice and that her singing was fabulous.  But that she hand't danced the way they had hoped she would.  The next words that would be spoken, were crushing.  "Im sorry, but your carrying a little bit too much weight."  But she didn't let that stop her from pursuing her dreams of singing.  She headed to Indiana and studied music there.  She eventually started traveling with Bill and Gloria Gaither and her singing career took off from there.  One thing she stated yesterday was that she can look back now at various things she's dealt with over the  years and instead of seeing them as disappointments, she clearly sees the Lord's hand in everything. 

Marilyn Meberg: When I first saw the poster at church for Women Of Faith, I'll admit that upon seeing her picture and even when we got to the arena yesterday, that I thought to myself, "She looks so serious.  She'll be the 'boring' one to listen to."  Quite the opposite.  She was as fun and spunky as Patsy Clairmont.   Its clear that she's a genuine dear friend to the rest of the girls on the Women Of Faith 'porch.'  She's become like a mom to a couple of the girls.  She reminds me of my grandma actually--probably because she's tall and thin.   She's got a book called, What To Do When the Roof Caves In that talks about what to do emotioinally in tough hard times.  I can't wait to get my hands on it to read.  Oh...and she loves chocolate! :)
Who doesn't?

Mandisa: What a wonderful voice!  I love to hear her sing.  She's gone from singing in her bathroom using her curling iron as a microphone, to being a finalist on American Idol, and overcoming mountains, with the Lord's help.  She's genuine and real and lets everyone know that you don't have to wear a mask.  Just be yourself.  Don't try to hide or cover anything up.  Just because your a christian doesnt mean that you don't have problems.  If your struggling, let someone know.  If you need prayers, ask!  Don't hide your feelings and emotions.  If you need to cry, CRY. Don't keep it locked up inside.  Whatever we are dealing with, God will bring us out of it and use it for His Glory.

And....Andy Andrews.  I may be mentioning him last, but he is certainly not least.  He's hailed as New York Times best selling author, a modern day Will Rogers, he has been asked to speak at the White House by 4 different US Presidents.  He lost both of his parents when he was just 19.  That in itself broke my heart to hear.  He took that bad situation and made it worse, and he eventually became homeless.  He asked himself the question, “Is life just a lottery ticket, or are there choices one can make to direct his future?”  He headed to the library and began to read various biographies.  The rest is history.  His bio can be read here:
http://www.andyandrews.com/pages/about-andy-andrews/biography/

What do all of these people have in common, other than the fact that they were all at WOF?  They are people.  And they are human.  Just like you, just like me, just like everyone.  They have good days, and they have bad days.  They go through trials and have mountains they must climb.  They have triumphs and they have disappointments.  And through each and every one of their lives, God has remained in the center. 
Each of them has a testimony of what the Lord has done in their lives, and they shared those testimonies this weekend.  All of us laughed and we cried, and we laughed some more. 
Just because someone is famous, doesn't mean that they don't have a story to share.  And it might be a story worth listening to, because it just might help someone else to know that they are never alone...because Jesus is ALWAYS there. 

OH!! I almost forgot.  We also had the privilige of hearing the fabulous Amy Grant!  No, sorry, Vince didn't make an appearance with her.  But she shared her heart through some wonderful songs. 

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Psalm 91:4



Devotional I received and wanted to share. As I read it, it was one of those, "wow" moments.
God always knows just what I need to hear, when I need to hear it!

VERSE:
He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you
will find refuge ...
-- Psalm 91:4
http://www.SearchGodsWord.org/desk/?query=Psalm+91:4

THOUGHT:
Life is filled with many uncertainties. You never know when
something unexpected is going to happen. You have no idea when the
next disaster will strike. In a world filled with hate and
terrorism, none of us has a clue when the next horrible atrocity
will take place. So what do we do when we can't be sure of our
circumstances? We take shelter under the wing of the One who is
above all circumstances! We take assurance in our Father who has
promised to bring us to himself no matter what may happen today ...
in our world ... and to our bodies. Our lives are hidden with our
Father because we've been joined to Christ. He is our Refuge! His
wings are our shelter!

PRAYER:
Father, what words can I offer that are sufficient to thank and
praise you for your deliverance that is greater than death? You are
the Alpha and the Omega. You are the God who was and is and is to
come. You are my Abba Father, who has adopted me and made me your
own. I place my trust, my hope, and future in you and I will not be
afraid. I find my refuge under your wings! All praise to you in the
name of Jesus. Amen.

http://www.heartlight.org/cgi-shl/todaysverse.cgi?day=20111009

Friday, July 15, 2011

Why Worry?

I received this in my inbox yesterday.  One of several daily devotions that I am signed up to get.  
I can relate.  I often find myself worrying and wondering about this.  The Bible clearly tells us not to worry:  “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.”(Philippians 4:6-7, NLT)
However, as I said, I find myself worrying and wondering about lots of things.  After all, Im only human.  But in the midst of that worrying and wondering, I am also reminded of Phillipians 4.  Our heavenly Father doesnt want us to worry.  He wants us to put our trust in Him.  Not just in one or two things, but EVERYTHING.  This is something that I have trouble with.  I get anxious and antsy and have anxiety attacks.  And let me tell you when you feel like 'climbing the walls' as I put it...its just NOT fun.  When it feels like your heart is going to beat out of your chest, or when you start getting a horrible horrible migraine because you are so stressed and anxious..its just not fun.  I have to stop, and go lay down and just pray.  And I will ask the Lord to take away my anxiety and my fears and help me to remember that there is no reason for anxiety.  All I have to do is to TRUST HIM.  
Here is the devotion I want to share:


“She came to him and asked, ‘Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!’” Luke 10:40b (NIV)
When life gets overwhelming, do you ever wonder if God notices everything you have going on — like how you’re trying so hard to take care of everyone and everything? Staying up late to pay the bills, and feeling stretched between relationships at home and in ministry while caring for aging parents, commuting to work and carpooling kids?
Several years ago, I couldn’t keep up with all of the commitments I’d made. I felt like I was suffocating under everything I needed to do. Slowly, I let worry weave it’s way into my thoughts, making me wonder how I was going to do it all. I knew I should trust God more, but I was concerned that if I stopped worrying about everything and everybody He would too.
Eventually, I came to a point where I was exhausted and ready to resign from just about everything. I ran out of fuel. I didn’t have enough energy to handle all of my roles, relationships and responsibilities.
I also ran out of faith. I started doubting my ability to manage my life, to hear God clearly and to do all I assumed He wanted me to do.
And all those worries that made me weary, also made me wonder. I wondered why God wasn’t doing something to make life easier. I wondered if God noticed and cared about all I was doing for Him, and others.
One day I was reading my Bible and noticed how Martha’s worries were making her weary, and making her wonder if Jesus cared that her sister left her in the kitchen to do all that work, all by herself.
And listen to how He responded: “‘Martha, Martha,’ the Lord answered, ‘you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.’” (NIV)
So, how do we choose what is better? How do we let go of our worries and take hold of confident peace that assures us God notices and God cares?
First Peter 5:7 tells us: “Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” (NLT)
The apostle Paul tells us the same and he tells us how: “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.”(Philippians 4:6-7, NLT)
It sounds so doable, but why is it so hard? I think it’s because Satan whispers the opposite. He tells us, “Don’t be calm about anything; instead worry about everything. Tell God what He should do. Then take control if He doesn’t listen. And concerns that consume you will become like acid in your heart, eroding your confidence with worry and doubt!”
Instead of giving into the whispers of worry, spoken by the enemy, let’s listen to God’s promise for peace. When we feel overwhelmed by life this week, let’s commit to …
• Stop worrying — Press the pause button on our consuming concerns.
• Start praying — Talk to God about all we’re doing. Ask if there’s anything we need to cut back so we can seek Him as much as we serve Him, and others.
• Keep thanking God — Thank God for what He’s done in the past and will do in the future. This helps us remember how good He is at being God.
Lord, when my concerns consume me, help me remember that You are with me, holding me by the hand and guiding me. I want to seek You as much as I serve You and others. Help me balance my life and give my worries to You, knowing with confidence that You care about me and are good at taking care of me! In Jesus’ Name, Amen.